On a serene august twilight,
With a hint of mist in the air,
She sits by her window
staring into the auburn endlessness
and evening birds in their homely flight…

She gazes into the gloomy hazy sky
as a zephyr ruffles her jasmine scented hair
soothing her grief ridden soul and stupor
like sun in winter mornings glare…..

She turns the pages the of her life
And sees where s come
Although none of this was on her list
Yet this is wat it has become…

Still wid a grit in her heart
And a hymn on her lips..
She accepts all dat gods given
Without a sign of regret or grief..
The anklets on her feet tings on her stroll
to the dead silence before the storm
in her splendor does she enthrall…

the clouds begin to rumble
lighting up the sky in illuminance
as the almighty displays his wrath
hassling the air into turbulence…

Its love dat she s scared of
Coz pain s all dat she gets..
Though her hearts pure as gold
And soul peaceful as a dove..
Its betrayal that cowers her into woes manifold…

The heavens open their gate
Showering blessings of raindrops
Quenching the earth s thirst
With love never ending…

A tiny lil raindrop plummets on her cheek
Sparkling up her face like a pearl
Shivers run down her spine
Wid ecstasy she is filled
Turning all her constrain into candor
And distress into delight…

For her hearts pure as the raindrop
Compassionate is all she can be
So to the heavens she s obliged
For the raindrop to set her free…
                                           


                                                                                           -Jigar


I came across this absolutely wonderful song today, and its hard to get it off my lips. Some songs particularly move you way too much, and although there aren't much lyrics in this one, its laconic and strong emotions are conveyed, a song you can connect to the moment it strikes your eardrums.

After a dreaded month long wait, I finally got my renewed passport. Although the procedure to procure it has become reasonably trouble-free, the amount of time taken from the day of application of documents to receiving the passport(approximating to about a month and half) is quite annoying. Comparatively the LMV(Light motor vehicle/ car) license took way shorter duration. The driving test was literally a joke, I doubt the inspector even counted the number of people who had come for the test via the agency. Another classic example of corruption deep rooted in the government officials. I can almost remember vividly the conversation I overheard in which the inspector bluntly asked the agency guy for his "cut". I m sure many people know about this too, but people these days are not bothered and have blindly accepting corruption as a "way the world works". I guess just passing a JANPAL Bill won't do any good; implementing it would a huge task.
Its been ages since the new Harry Potter movie has released, and I can't do anything more than curse my luck for being in Surat, where the cinemas are only screening the movie in hindi..yes hindi...I remember watching the third spiderman movie in hindi and trust me it was awful. I just hope I get a chance to goto A'bad or Baroda sometime soon.

Ciao..

Its been a rather very long and lazy day. Given the fact that my "day" began at 1 in the afternoon, I was unusually lethargic to do anything; and given my circumstances, taking a day off could prove devastating for me.The lousy overclouded weather did not help either. But who the hell cares, I was too exhausted by the insomnia last night and decided to take the day off.  My plans to visit the library were ruined by the prospective rains, leaving me no choice but to while away my time with my playlist and a few ASIC books. I made sure I didn't strain myself;  the plausibility of a another headache is the least I was wanted. As time passes by, I don't know for what reason precisely, but I have started growing skeptical about my plans; whether I'll be able to make it or not. Its not that there s any kind of pressure on me, but I m just feeling so unsure about myself right now. I know all of this sounds crazy, given the fact that there many opportunities waiting for me, but i guess its just normal to have cold feet right before the anticipated moment. I pray things turn to be just fine and I live to tell the tale...
Its good to know that my friends have begun their new journey in the professional IT world. It was nice to hear from Gauti this morning. I wish him all the best in all his endeavors in life!

Its eight of August, the day for which I normally wait with loads of anticipation coz its dad's birthday. To double the celebrations, I became an uncle today. My dearest Di gave birth to the cutest ever baby today morning. They say that if people around you are happy, its not for long that you can be overshadowed with grief and disappointment; and that is exactly how things are turning out to be. Saw back to back live concerts of Linkin Park; it was simply amazing. Many songs have memories attached to them and listening to them takes you back to those good old days.

One of my friends, N.L., keeps asking me why I blog? Well here s her answer..I just want something in black and white to remind of the times when I have been down, about the struggle I've done and most importantly to remind myself of the wonderful people I have in my life. Life is a journey and its always good to maintain a log.


Headache o headache please go away,
Headache o headache don’t sweep my mind astray.
Too many pills to this hour I have popped,
But the acute pain hasn’t yet dropped.
Combi and disprin do me no good,
If I cud invent a new drug I’m sure I would.
Cricket and music please me no more
Even books and playstation seem such a bore.
I feel dizzy but I cant sleep,
I feel overburdened with emotions but I cant weep.
Even the pleasant rains seem annoying,
The semi completed love story seems cloying.
I wana go for a walk while it still drizzles,
But every time I step otta the bed my mind twizzles.
You’ve turned my day into such a waste,
Theres still a pudding in the fridge I dare not taste.
Headache o headache please go away,
Headache o headache don’t sweep my mind astray.

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An engineer by intellect, introvert by nature, gamer by passion. With aspirations in heart and a song on my lips, I traverse through this journey called life; meeting people along the way and having my own vantage point about the events that transpire. I wish to believe that the world is full of idiosyncrasies and imperfections and I just try to make the world better in the best way I can and if not then at least to create a perspective that makes things seem tolerable.

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